100 Ways to Get the Male God

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【Second story】

【Lin Xinxin·Fanwai】

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I know what I am missing.

after I have lost.

After everything was settled, I often wondered what I had gained and what I had lost.

I got nothing.

I think Li Rong is very stupid, she can't see anything, she has always been stupid and used by others. I think even if I sold her, she would count the money for me. No exaggeration, I think she is so stupid.

But we had a big fight. After she left, I stood in the dormitory by myself, and the whole dormitory became quiet all of a sudden, especially after a fierce quarrel just now, this extreme quietness makes me sad.

Who knows what I'm sad about.

But a sense of loneliness overwhelmed people, and I followed out of the dorm without looking back. I thought I must have looked sad, but that was the only time in so long that it wasn't pretending to be sad.

In fact, I can't tell the difference between my true and false. I am used to wearing a mask to live.

But there is one difference, that is, when I usually cry, I will pay attention to my image, but this time, I cried so hard that I was not in the mood to hide my ugly appearance.

I know, I lost a friend.

There is a person who once took me as a friend.

I start to miss her.

Also start, miss another person.

I don't know when Tang Mo fell in love with me, but I think he is no different from other people who like me, he just likes my appearance.

But I'm not disfigured, but he doesn't want me anymore.

Like a demon, I began to recall everything about him. He is warmer and more considerate than other suitors. I began to recall the hand warmers and breakfast in winter, and I began to think of how many little thoughts he blushes every time he sees me.

I'm finally starting to feel that he's sincere.

He is sincere.

At that time.

But I finally missed it.

Later, by coincidence, once, I met him in an alley.

He has cat food in his hand.

There is a cat in this alley, and he has made his nest here. I know, I have fed it.

I look at him. His expression was a little complicated.

He handed the cat food in his hand to the kitten, and I saw the boy's profile in the sunlight.

The tenderness of that moment.

He was different from the previous impression.

I have also fed this cat, but I thought, my mind must not be as pure as his.

It's not that I don't know that my center of gravity does not seem like a very good girl. Therefore, I always consciously feed stray kittens and puppies, and I will happily give money to the homeless on the street.

Whenever this time, I feel relaxed.

This kind of small kindness, every time I do it, seems to prove that I am a kind girl.

But I know that I have no kindness to love stray animals, nor sympathy for beggars.

Just a kind of self-comfort, that's all.

Tang Mo raised his head and told me that this was where he first saw me.

He thought I was very gentle when I fed the cat.

At that moment, I had another dark thought, and I eagerly wanted to tell him that I was really the good girl he thought, and I was just confused for a while.

But another girl came over. She crouched down to feed the cat too, with totally pure eyes.

Tang Mo introduced, "This is my girlfriend."

So I smiled and said hello.

Finally, I know what I have lost.

after I have lost.